Fear of pushing

Hey mommas,

I’m 26 weeks pregnant with my second baby. My first resulted in a csection after a long labour im pretty sure early labour started Saturday and he wasn’t born until Monday evening. I’ve chatted with the midwife team about labour or repeat csection but I just can’t decide. I have this fear that I’m not able to deliver vaginally. For the life of me I swear I couldn’t push.

I’d really like to deliver vaginally in hopes of a faster recovery since I’ll have an 18 month at home too.

Looking for anyone who can relate.