No one tells you how much infertility really sucks. You just have to figure it out for yourself. Today in my friend groups Snapchat group, two of my very fertile “accidentally pregnant” friends sent videos of their babies talking to each other via Snapchat! It was cute, but it sucked for me. They know I’m struggling, but then I remembered that I can’t be jealous, I can’t be mad, I can’t do anything but fake smile through it because that’s what I’ve done for a year now.