Empty and alone

I have been feeling so alone lately. I moved to a new state for work since I graduated from college in December. It is a smaller town than I am used to where everyone is married with kids by the time they are my age(almost 23) and the only things to do here are go to the casino and get drunk(which people do often). My boyfriend isnt done with school so we are trying long distance but obviously it is tough going from living together for 18 months to living apart. Some days I just feel like I need to let go and start a new life or something but I also don't want to but maybe it will make some of this easier. I also do not like my job right now. It is a college training program but no one knows what I am suppose to be doing and the training is all over the place. There are 2 different departments and I really REALLY do not like the one I am in and suppose to get my final job in. I LOVE the other department, I spent a month over there and was so happy. Everyone who has seen me in both departments could see how much better I was over there compared to here. I have talked to the managers there about seeing if they can do something for me to get me over there but it is unlikely. I am so depressed over here. I cried for 2 hours at work yesterday and the nurse manager manditorily volunteered me to call the employee mental health and just helping with life number(they help find therapist, just there to talk, or help with divorce, finances, abuse, etc). They are going to help me finally find a psychiatrist in town because I havent wanted to start all over with someone new so I havent been taking my meds(which I am sure is not helping). Any of my old outlets aren't here because the town is so small(dancing, hiking, going out with friends since everyone for the most part has a family they can't hang out). Plus I live alone, I wanted to get a pet but my work schedule is so crazy I feel like the pet would always be home alone and I dont want to do that but I do qualify for an ESA. Today has been better than the last few days, maybe I just needed a good cry, but I know the depression will just come right back because I am unhappy and alone.