When will I love me again?

Feeling sexy again after having a baby is like the hardest thing for me - you see some moms that "Bounce" right back & because I haven't im like fuck it & just keep eating.

My husband comes up to me & grabs me by the waist, tells me im beautiful - I push him away, laugh, tell him to stop but in all reality I need that comfort & reassurance.

I love my baby boy & would do the whole process again - the burning while pushing, the back pain while carrying. Even the stretch marks ive encountered because he is worth it.

But me feeling me again. Something I desperately need.