My husband and I keep trying to conceive and it’s been two years. I have PCOS and it’s been a roller coaster. On my regular day to day I can manage. I cried last night a few times. Then this morning had to wake up and go to get another baby shower to celebrate my friends getting to bring life into this world so easily. This was the 4 out of 6 every time it tears me up inside a little more. This baby shower was full of three pregnant women all having girls another with a one month out daughter and another with a one year old. The pain I feel trying to smile for them all. I’m praying for a miracle I’m 3 days late. Please let me be next.