Confession

It’s been really tough not being able to smoke weed lol ... before I got pregnant I would smoke everyday . It would help my appetite and really just calm my brain from work ( I’m an accountant) since being pregnant I haven’t smoke any ... I couldn’t really eat in the beginning because of that so I’ve been really going through some adjustments to eat in the amount of food I need ... in addition to everything I eat is bland n I have this lingering nasty taste after I eat . Today I almost caved in a was going to hit a bong 1 time but I worked myself through it by going to the beach n enjoyed the weather n waves.... pregnancy is hard . It’s not this beautiful thing we thought it was 😂😂😂😂😂 at least not for me .. is it sad that I can’t wait until I stop breast feeding so I can puff some weeed 😂😂😂😂