Labor

Gave birth to my second and LAST baby today.  I just went through the most horrific labor anyone can go through and I had an epidural.  I wouldn't wish this pain that I'm feeling on my worst enemy.  I'm in pain, baby is in NICU - all because my ultrasounds were ridiculously off and I should have been a C-Section 😡😡😡.  My doctor was told 7 by the ultrasound clinic - 7 my ass - she was 9.9 her shoulder was stuck he had to put his whole arm in there to pull her out with forceps.  I had 4 nurses on top of me pushing my stomach yelling at me to push... she came out limp with a low heartbeat... I am ripped beyond belief.  My baby is okay, I'll heal - I am just so pissed that the weight was off... I could barely push my first at 7lbs - this labor has truly made me not want anymore kids 😣