Kind of disappointed ☹️

This whole pregnancy I’ve told myself hopefully I have this baby when my doctor is here & not away on vacation or something. I know it’s stupid but I’ve dealt with her my whole 41 weeks pregnant & I’m comfortable with only her! I go for my second round of cervical ripening tomorrow at 8am & if I happen to go into labor this weekend she will not be here... which means I would have to deliver with someone who’s “on call” 😭😭😭 idk why it’s upsetting me so much. I know there’s more important stuff to be worried about, like having a healthy baby.