My (f18) problems with nude pictures my boyfriend(m30) jerks off to

Some background information: my sexual relationship with my boyfriend has had a lot of downs because of his low libido, but we’ve also done a lot of different things. I started to become insecure with porn when I noticed he did that more than have sex with me.

But this convo is based on Tuesday, where I snooped on his compiter history due to my fear and insecurity in hopes I wouldn’t find anything. But I found long pages of a bunch of nude pictures and gifs of thick women. (I’m fit thin with average boobs and butt) Months ago when we were on the verge of breaking up, he promised he would stop for me and deleted all the pictures and websites in front of me. We haven’t talked much since then because he got angry and told me to go home because he doesn’t want to see me for snooping and causing problems.

Today, I sent him this:

“I believe you already know how I feel about this subject. We've had plenty of arguments about it and it always goes the same way. I can't keep on going through it, it's exhausting for both of us. I try my hardest to not be bothered, but after all we've been through, I just feel we're fragile. I'm 18, learning new things every day about the world and myself, trying to find myself, and trying to figure out how to adult. You are 30, ready to settle, getting ready to buy a home, working full-time. We’re both at very different times in our lives. But now back on subject, when I think of you looking at these pictures of naked, thick women that turn you on, it feels like a pierce through my chest. It hurts. Especially with all the experiences with it. To me, it crosses my boundaries and maybe to you, it doesn't. As you mentioned before, other ex-girlfriends didn't care and that's fine, but I care. This is a big deal for me and if it is for you too, then we won't be able to work this out. I'm willing to do anything to turn you on and have fun. Insecurity and fear made me look at your history hoping I wouldn't find anything. I remembered you got up extra early and I was hoping you didn't look at those pictures, but when I saw you did, I just got so hurt. You promised me beforehand, but now I feel you only did that to make me feel better when you actually didn't mean it. I need to know how you feel about these pictures and if you could give it up. I respect how you feel and I won’t try to change you”

He replied:

Is this him showing me he has no respect for me and that he doesn’t care?