4 months ago today

I got the greatest news of my life. The doctor walked in the room & told me I was pregnant! He took a sample 3 times & all came back positive. I was to excited the whole way back from the clinic I'm rubbing my belly & talking to my belly happy that I was goin to bring a lil bundle of joy to the world. A few days go by & I'm still excited about it but still in shock. I test a few days later just to make sure & that second line was gone non existentent my whole world stopped & I couldnt believe the test was showing negative. My world came crumbling down my Hope's & dreams shattered. My baby was gone there was no more baby. I didn't think I would be so hurt about something that I barely just found out about but I was. I told my partners at the time & they thought I made up the whole story of ever being pregnant I guess I made up the story for attention. I have to get it off my heart & learn to get thru it