Not eating and stress/anxiety (I’m 13 btw)

Sophia

So I’m 13 and I’ve been so stressed out and sick recently. I’ve been working through meals then getting so nauseas that I’ve been throwing up the little I’ve been eating. Every single second of the day I want to just cry. I’ve been so focused on other people I haven’t been taking care of myself either and i just don’t know what to do. I also have anxiety and I’ve been having all these anxiety attacks. I’m just so stressed I don’t understand why I’m going through all this. I don’t want to talk about it with my parents cause they have a lot on their plates and my mom still thinks of me like I’m 10. She doesn’t think of things from my point of view and all she tells me is to just take a deep breath and it’ll be fine. I just feel all alone...