Maybe my eyes are playing tricks on me because I want it so bad, and I know where the lines are?!

Somehow this month, according to my OPK, I ovulated early. Def took advantage but my strips are being crazy (one day no two legit lines, the next the one is as dark or darker than the other). I’ve input all my tests, and it seems I ovulated a week early (that’s ok, I tested then too.. lol I caught it!) so my period should start in 4 days according to this new cycle. Test today. I feel like there is a very very very faint line. I’ll test again in a few days, but I’m hoping this time it worked. Hubs leaves for Korea for a year in August and it’s not like we can make a baby that way. Lol