am i ready

im 13 and i go to a school of 3,000 kids and high school will have even more and i tend to hang around guys more not because i’m a hoe bc i’m really not at all but because i get along with them better and i feel like some of them get the wrong feeling and they wanna fuck and mind you like i’m not shy and i play it cool but also a little scared to be judged if i do because i know people will find out. I’m not sure if i’m ready but then again when i think about it i get like turned on and feel all types of ways but also scared. I feel like some of my friends won’t chill with me if i do because they all goody goodies and we’ll i’m not soooo someone help me here i need advise