I GIVE UP ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜ž

Iโ€™ve always wanted to be a mommy. I knew at a young age 8! I would put pillows under my shirt and really think I was pregnant. I always had baby dolls,strollers,diapers,bottles,the whole shabang!

I was with one man for 3 years, and I believe I had a miscarriage, but I was so young and scared of my mother so I went threw the pain and whatever that big blood sac was and flushed it down the toilet and went on about life!

I then was with another man for 3 years and we tried for 2 years nothing! Broke up he got a girl pregnant 3 months later! Thatโ€™s when I decided it was time for the doctors. I needed answers! It was me I donโ€™t ovulate some months and my uterus is weak whatever that means! Another doctor told me I was fine at this point Iโ€™m starting to believe the other doctor!

Iโ€™ve now been with my boyfriend for 4 years and we have been having unprotected sex the whole time and one miss carriage 2 years ago and ever since nothing!

Iโ€™ve tried for a total of 5 years going on six in 2020 but today was officially my last month trying it sucks seeing negatives but I also donโ€™t wanna be negative about this anymore I am going to just be happy with all the new babyโ€™s coming at the end of this year and the ones already here I have so many kids who love me and more coming for me to love Iโ€™ll just be the favorite tia ๐Ÿคช

I pray I get to be a mother one day and bless my future child with all the love I have to give! And I pray everyone trying gets their blessings as well baby dust to all good luck 04/16/2019 I will no longer try I will let god work on me! โค๏ธ