So I had my a1c checked again. It started off at 12.6 at the beginning of my pregnancy then I brought it down to 7.4. As I’m getting closer to my due date, it crept back up to 8.2. Honestly I still don’t feel comfortable trying to carry behind 37 weeks as now I’m very concerned that my diabetes is looking uncontrolled. I just wish everyone would listen to me at this point cause I feel like I know what’s going to be best for my baby and me, but everyone is insisting on making me carry and I just feel like if I do, something is going to happen and I’m terrified of having a stillborn.