Depressed

Lately I feel so depressed I'm so ready to have this baby I feel like I'm gonna be pregnant forever... And now I just looked in the mirror at my naked body and omg I just want to cry... Like yea I'm a chubby girl as it is and I'm having a big baby and i just look so gross I'm so ready for my belly to no be so bi and round and I'm ready to start working out to lose weight and get into shape =\ I feel like it's never going to happy that this baby will just stay in there forever 😫😫 seriously I hate my body right now I don't get how my husband even wants to have sex with me I'm like a damn beached whale