Kinda heart broken.

Rach • Mommy to a 7yo 👧🏼 and new born 👶🏼 boy

Today I am 17 days past iui and ovulation. I took a FRER at 13 dpo and it was negative. This morning I took a clear blue digital and it too was negative. Still no aunt flow though so I know I'm not out. Just really wish I could know which is going to happen and all the negatives is really sad and heart breaking.