Have you ever felt like you have a pregnancy test that is positive but it could be just the fact that you have high hormones that is throwing off a pregnant a positive pregnancy test I guess I have my ultrasound this morning and I guess I'm just really really scared that I might not be pregnant so I've been saying all this but I have all the symptoms I don't even think it's believable until I actually see my my baby I know I'm not the only one that feels this way on Sunday I turn 7 weeks I'm super excited I'm probably too excited after when I found out I was pregnant I was not very happy because my daughters only two and I just wanted to be able to do stuff when I turn 40 but now I guess I have to look at the fact I'm going to have another life another mean out there and now I have to make sure that my kids stay on the right Road and it's so hard because you see all this bad things happening every time I think about it I Cry fear of having my children how in this horrible world and to make sure that they make a difference it's a lot of weight on the person's shoulders it's a lot of weight on any person's soul. But they do say that it's a God's blessing if you believe in God or science either way it go it's still a great thing it's a really great thing but fear is so strong and my body right now that I'm just afraid and I know I can't be the only one every parent every person ever grandparent every mother and father out there I can say you guys are my heroes because without you guys we would turn out the way we are the way we try to make a change or we know right from wrong I look at my kids and I look at them as my Hero 2 because even though we look at them as their children but they teach us beautiful things that we don't even know because we're adults in or we lost that train of thought I thank you everyone people who have served our country my husband has served our country and I thank him too no matter what job line you're in you're still a hero because simple fact is without truck drivers we wouldn't get our food without people who work at factories to produce anything you're still my hero thank you