7 months Pregnant and beyond stressed.

Sorry not sure where to put this. Just needed to vent.

Yesterday I had the worst day ever. So if this gets long but I need to vent in some way. I had a meeting to go to yesterday which I was already stressing about but luckily it went well. So as I was leaving the meeting my MIL calls me and tells me my hubby got arrested. I immediately started crying. Trying to figure out why and how I was going to get him out. It was either post his bail or he would have to sit there until his court date. Mind you he’s in another city. 4 hours away. Our kids are at school so I can’t just pick up and leave to drive 4 hours. So I tell my MIL I’m going to send her the money for his bail so she can get him out. All day I have him calling me from jail asking me to send the money to get him out which we had in our account. I send the money to his mom but she isn’t very tech savvy which made it so difficult. I cash app her the money but she doesn’t receive it. So I’m going back in forward with her try to get her to set up the cash app. She says she did but still hadn’t received the money. Basically come to find out late last night she never even added her bank information to the cash app so we couldn’t get him out yesterday. The money was just in space 🤦🏾‍♀️. With all this going on I’m getting the kids from school I get a call from my niece say my sister his having a panic attack and can’t breath. So I call my mom and tell her to meet at my sister house. Before I could get there I had to battle traffic to get to her. I tell my niece to call 911 if she has too. When I finally make it to my sister she is in the same state. I’m asking her to calm down and talk to me. When she does start talking it’s news about our dad.I’m going to pause there for a sec....my dad has cancer. Which we found out last year. He had surgery to remove the cancer from his mouth which lasted 24hrs.they removed half his jaw, his tongue and all his teeth. He has a feeding tube as well. (Just a little back story). So my sister calms down and the words that came out her mouth literally knocked the breath out of me. She tells me that the doctors is giving my dad 4 months to live. I just fell to the floor and started screaming to the top of my lungs. My mom and my sister then starts trying to calm me down and pick me up off the floor. He didn’t want her to tell me cause I’m pregnant and didn’t want me worried or stressed but she felt she had too. My whole world seemed to be crashing down. My dad raised me and my sister as a single father. He is everything to me. Apparently the cancer started spreading in January. We knew it was in his back but he was on a second round of chemo and radiation for that. What we didn’t know or he didn’t tell us was that it had spread further. The cancer is in his back on the spine, his heart, his lungs, and his kidneys. The doctors said there isn’t much more they can do for him. My sister and I sat there crying and trying to console each other. Then I started having this really bad pain in my stomach. I just started feeling horrible. After a good while it went away. After calming down some. I’m so lost right now. We are having to do power of attorney papers. It just doesn’t seem real. My biggest fear is that my unborn son might not have long with my dad. It terrifies me. My dad has always been there since day one. I can’t imagine him not being here. I know we all have to leave this place one day but in my mind he was going to live forever. I know god has the last say but those words just echoes in my brain. What am I going to do? How will I live without him? Will my son be able to have time with him? I’m due in July and just thinking about all of this just scares me. I’m so lost. One minute I’m ok the next I’m crying my eyes out. My kids don’t know. I don’t want to tell them. They know he’s sick but that’s it. I’m afraid to tell them I don’t know how. Or even if I should. My oldest son is going to take it the hardest I know. He and my dad use to do allot together. I’m just so lost and stressed and hurt. I just don’t know what to do.