Kinda nervous 🤦🏽‍♀️

Af due tomorrow. Hopefully it doesn’t come. Been feeling really off lately but I’m preparing myself for disappointment 😒 every month I get my hopes up and the test is always negative 💔 everyone seems to be getting pregnant in the blink of a eye it’s super discouraging. I just want my rainbow 🌈 baby. I’m trying to be positive because I know when it’s my time it’ll come. If anyone can send some positive uplifting words I really would appreciate it❤️