A couple of weeks ago I posted positive pregnancy tests that I had concerned that something from my twins who I lost at 13 weeks left over following the D&C I had in January as I haven’t had my first cycle yet.

I have finally managed to get my results back from the doctors confirming that I am in fact pregnant and awaiting a scan appointment to see how far along I am.

It seems ironic that all of my pregnancies took years to conceive, and although TTC was furthest from my mind for the first time ever I didn’t think I would be one of the very few to conceive so soon after but the world has a funny sense of humour i guess.

The only thing I want in life is to be a mommy... but with 4 losses in second trimester and no surviving children this pregnancy is going to feel like a ticking time bomb 😒 I have no clue how I am going to tell my partner but I know that this baby is going to be our little secret 😢