Love my baby more than my husband

I know it’s terrible. But I do. I have no sex drive, haven’t had sex since having the baby (four months) and haven’t wanted to. He and my dog annoy the shit out of me but my son is just the most perfect thing in my eyes. I feel bad but I just can’t help it. I’m hoping I’ll grow out of this and it’s just postpartum emotions.

*UPDATE* It honestly never even occurred to me that this could be PPD because I love my baby so much and I don’t want to harm him or myself. I have had depression and anxiety in the past and this feels so different...but thank you for all the feedback. I have an appointment with my OB on Tuesday 🙏🏼