Unfair

So this is my first time posting and I honestly don’t know where else to turn nobody understands this kind of pain. As I sit here and suffer with the dreadful period cramps my brother in law calls to say his girlfriend is yep you guessed it pregnant. Literally everyone around me is having babies. I been married almost 6 years and Nothing!! It’s the most emptiest embarrassing feeling I’ve ever had. I feel like the universe is mocking me bullying me constantly telling me it’s not my turn. There is nothing in this world I want more than a family. I’m getting older and older and and if one more person ask me “when are you going to have kids I’m going to hurt someone. I try not to take it out on my husband but he doesn’t want it as bad as me. It’s not a priority of his. He is almost 30 I’m not too far behind. Idk what else to do.

Venting,

Frustrated and Empty