The Big C

So, my wife has cancer... We are both females, and I feel like I’m a typical man in this relationship lol. I’m super feminine and do girly things, but I really am like a man.. anyways. I have a vagina, so I’m obviously emotional.. more so than her. She laughs about it and makes jokes, because what else can we do. Oh, it’s uterine cancer btw, we also were just told she also have cervical cancer, but they are desperate, not one metastasized to the other. I’m more so rambling, I’m glad she’s okay with everything, but sometimes I’m not. I’m not afraid of her dying, I am just afraid of what’s going to happen. The treatment, how she will feel, etc. she’s been in pain for months, and it’s heartbreaking to watch her hurt. Bleh, end rant, not sure what I’m looking for, just needed to get it out. 😘 Thanks for listening.