WHY ME!😔🤬

Literally a week ago I was able to pull myself out of a three week depression episode, and this week I can feel myself quickly going down again. I’ve NEVER had depression in my life until those three weeks and they were by far the worst weeks of my life. I cried every single day and most days a lot more than once. My job is shit and I’m struggling to find a new one, and once one things goes wrong everything goes wrong along with it. My classes are stressing the hell out of me. I’m so tired of living this life I’m living. I’m constantly stressed and like I said depression has never been a thing I’ve had, and now it’s becoming more frequent. I’m rushing to meet due dates because I just can’t bring myself to do work. All I want to do is go to bed and cry. I was so happy last week, and now it just feels like it’s all draining out of me and I’m here again. And it really sucks...