Am I wrong? 😔

I am 39 weeks and almost to 40. I am MISERABLE. I try so hard to not complain and make things a big deal. I don’t want to be that person, I tried so hard to have a baby and it would make me so mad to see other pregnant woman complaining when I couldn’t get pregnant. But I am miserable. My feet stay hurting, constantly. It hurts to walk. My throat stays on fire, like literally anything I eat will make me have heartburn. The pains in my back, sides, thighs, everywhere. I’m over this. Anyways, my so goes to work from 7am-5pm everyday. I can’t stand him to be gone like this. Of course he has to work, that’s how we pay bills. But am I wrong to just want him here to help me because I can’t get around 😥 I feel so guilty wanting that so bad from him. I don’t ask because that’s selfish of me but I’m just feeling a little crazy here. I want to feel normal again. I don’t feel this baby coming anytime soon either. I want to be induced but everyone says don’t get induced unless medically necessary, and I feel obligated to hold this baby for a few weeks after he’s due. As much as I wanted this, my body feels like it’s starting to shut down. I’m ready to have him. 😣