Heartbroken

Anyone else’s husbands have their vasectomy in a previous relationship? That’s what I’m going through 🙋🏼‍♀️ It is absolutely awful. We have been trying for 10 months and nothing. Normal sperm count but on the low end for motility STILL. After 10 months I’d expect it to be higher 😭 He had his vasectomy for only 3 years! We were given good odds based on that and the fact that I am 24 with normal cycles. I have no biological children. I want nothing more than to be a mother. I feel like my husband and his ex may have taken that away from me. I feel like I’m being punished for someone else’s choice! I am just so heartbroken and can’t shake this feeling that God is punishing me for some unknown reason.