Blighted ovum- heartbroken

The baby didn't develop. I have a blighted ovum. Now I have to have a medical miscarriage to get rid of it. And if doesn't work I have to have a DNC. I hate this. This is the worst thing ever. I seriously wanna die. I feel dead inside. We were expecting to hear the heartbeat today and this is the news we get. I don’t even want to try anymore. I feel sick and heartbroken. I feel like I shouldn’t even bother trying to get pregnant again. I just feel empty.