I stopped posting last year 4/30/18 when I found out my little boy was diagnosed with dandy walker (variant) and we ended up having to come to the decision of termination due to quality of life, afterwards I pretty much lost myself. I used to be social and carefree but after that, I was afraid anything could happen, afraid of living. It was a really tough time. Fast forward to this April 2019, I was blessed with my little baby girl. She was due 4/17 but decided to come on 4/16. We were constantly worried throughout the pregnancy but she is here and healthy. Just wanted to share this with anyone who has suffered a loss. I know when I was grieving it helped me to read about others who went on to have happy healthy babies, it gave me so much hope.

My recovery has been terrible and often times so miserable, I’m in so much pain all around and have broke down a few times now but I’m truly so grateful to have her in my life.

Meet Evie (8.04oz, 20.75in vaginal delivery)