Having a weepy day

SO has been out of town for a week and a half, first for work, and then from there to spend time with his out of state family. I didn’t go because I’ve been feeling too sick and I had family coming here from out of state that I haven’t seen in a long time.

So it’s been 11 days since I saw him last and my belly has popped out so much since then.

My ex regularly told me how “disgusting” my pregnant body was so I’ve held onto this fear about how gross I must look pregnant, and a worry that my SO isn’t going to be attracted to me.

But I cried to him tonight about how my belly has popped out so much and how depressed I am that my clothes don’t fit because I’ve gotten so fat. So he asked me to send him a pic.

^^^he’s talking about me there but couldn’t believe how much I popped out since he’s been gone 😂

Honestly had no idea how awesome pregnancy would be with someone loving and supportive at my side. I feel so much better now 😂