Anyone else feel like their fertility is on an extended vacation

I feel like she's off sitting on the sandy beaches of Tahiti sipping something out of a coconut with no intentions of coming back and helping me have a baby.

I'm 32 and every month when AF shows up all I hear is my clock ticking away.

I just wanna be PREGNANT!!!! TTC has been soooooo difficult.

Ok..I am done ranting. Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. Baby dust to everyone