Induction 😩

So I was due 4/19 and still no baby or any signs so Thursday at 7:30pm I will be going in for induction with cervidil and then Pitocin not sure what to expect but I definitely do not want this to end in a c-section and I want to do this without epidural. I’m also only 1cm dilated from what my Dr told me today so I kinda gave up on hope hoping she would come before Thursday and start preparing for an induction.