Family Problems

I’m really sick of living in such a negative environment. My mom keeps telling me I need to lose weight and when my dad comes home we need to be quiet. He gets mad when we make food or even talk to eachother, he can’t stand the sound of people eating or silverware against a dish. My mom recently has really been bugging me about my weight. I told her about my stretch marks she goes “maybe you should lose weight”, “Remember how tiny you used to be”, “40 pounds is a lot because your so short”. I already struggle with mental health so much and I don’t know how much longer I can handle this. I have no motivation and I’m exhausted all the time, I’m failing classes.