This is kinda a long post just really frustrated and looking for kind words and opinions. So I'm 23 and I got my first period at 13 they used to be I'd get my period one month then skip a month and get it the next month. I never kept super good track of my periods. After I had my first son my periods were pretty regular I'd get it every month until like 6 months after I had my son I went 9 months with out a period and all my pregnancy tests came back negative so I went to the doctor who refused to do a blood test because the urine test came back negative and the doctor told me that "if a women truly makes herself believe she is pregnant she wont get a period" I dont even know what kind of fucking sense that makes. I think it's because I didnt have insurance so they weren't willing to run any tests. Well fast forward and my son is about a year and a half and I got a few periods but then they just stopped again I kept going to the doctor and they diagnosed me with a UTI ? And they gave me literally every medication possible to cure it but I told them I still had to pee literally every 20 mins that I couldn't even get a good nights rest because of CONSTANTLY having to pee so they did one of those vaginal ultrasounds and the doctor told me I had two cycts on my ovaries and that they were pushing on my bladder and that's why o had to pee ALL the time he didnt give me any meds told me oh women get them all the time they'll go away on their own. Well last year my son would of been 2 and I decided to get the nexplanon in my arm (dont know why because I've ALWAYS had unprotected sex sense 13 and it took me 6 years to get pregnant with my first) and I got the nexplanon removed 8 months ago and the doctor told me if I'm TTC to take prenatals cause they'll help regulate my cycle ....well I was getting my period regularly right on time every month until last months it was a week late. Now here I am been taking OPKs twice a day EVERYDAY and I haven't gotten a positive I've gotten super close but NOTHING. I was using digital clearblue and the pregmate strips I had 10 days of high fertility on clearblue then ran out of tests. Anyway now my period is 10 days late negative pregnancy tests no positive opk I'm about to give up but I just want another baby so bad and I really dont want to go another 9 months with no period. I obviously made a doctors appointment but in the small town I live in their booked until June 19th 🤬 why am I NOT having my period WHY am I not getting positive opks all of the sudden? I've heard of pcos and other things like that ...I dont know much about pcos or any other conditions but what is wrong with me