Giving up.

I think I'm going to give up on trying for a baby. It took my ex husband and I 2 years to get pregnant with our son and now my boyfriend and I have been trying for 6 months. Every month my period comes and I feel defeated. I feel guilty because my boyfriend wants a baby so much and I feel like I'm broken. I know so many women have been trying for much longer than I have and I wish I could find the faith and will not to feel so defeated and sad. I'm sorry I guess I just needed to vent here, it's the only place I don't feel judged.