Telling my husband

I usually don't tell ny husband I'm pregnant until I miscarry. I keep saying that I want to suprise him with an ultrasound picture but sadly we don't get there. We have a 6 year old son that we love sooo much but we would love to have more kids. More specifically a girl. I found out that I'm pregnant and I told myself I wasn't going to tell him but since he'll be leaving next week for 6 months I'm thinking positive and I made him a box. It says the best chrsitmas present. I even made a doctor appointment for next month which is usually something I don't do. After 5 miscarriages I am done hoping for the best. I KNOW that God has blessed this child to be with us in earth. I BELIEVE.