Devastated.

A little back story: I have PCOS and my husband and I have been TTC for 7 months when May starts. We have had one chemical (we think) but otherwise no luck at all. We found out from my Gyno that I wasn’t really ovulating which led her to try me out on Femara. We failed our first cycle of it.

I have not shared my fertility struggles with many of my friends because it is sad and very personal to me.

Today my friend and bridesmaid sent me a text that she needed to talk to me and asked if she could come over. I agreed, but was very skeptical because my friend never invites herself over. When she arrived with her husband, she handed me a piece of paper. On the paper was a sonogram. She announced that they tried one time to get pregnant and it happened.

Do NOT get me wrong. I am excited for them. This is amazing news! But, I couldn’t help but feel sad for me. I cried all day.

Sorry. Just needed to vent.