Where is my baby?😫

Anyone else feel discouraged about going into labor. I have 15 days left yet I feel like he just isn't going to come on his own. I've been 1cm dilated & 50% effaced for 2 weeks now & nothing. Getting checked again Thursday. I was induced with my first at 39 weeks so it's just weird to me that I could be fine one minute & in labor the next. Just doesnt seem real. I'm so impatient & in so much pain. Currently doing a 24 hour urine collection to check for preeclampsia because of high blood pressure & a headache that I've had for 3 days now. Also my 3 year old won't stop whining. 🙃 just had to throw that little detail in there. 😂