Just venting

So this gonna be a little bit of a long story

So when I was younger my mother had always put men before her kids I remember my mom had her shit together she had a great job we had a amazing house then she got married and her husbands poured hot oil on me one day and she forgave him next that same husband was so drunk he touched me inappropriately after that sometime after he left my mom for someone else after we lost the house she lost her job so we moved to this apartment we were only there a year she use to leave me and my brother in the house alone but at that time my brother started running the streets so I was alone we moved agin but now we don’t have our own place we staying with family sleeping on couches etc until she met her husband and things were good two years past we yet again lost the apartment now we moved in with my sisters at different times then she gets back with her husband and now he’s renting a room my mom don’t want me to go with my dad or anything so she’s In the bed with her husband im on the floor in a roach mice infected apartment now mind you this was okay to get só months later he move and leave so we move into an apartment Im now 17 so we stayed there for a while my uncle came and stayed with us now she had tra and his ssi you would think the bills would have stayed paid nope they didn’t so she gets a boyfriend and she basically left madd sure her brother was okay to live with Someone but me she left 😡 so I moved with my sister for a while that didn’t help because it was apparent she didn’t want me there so I called my dad told him a little bit and moved with him fast forward my mom had lost all her marbles from still being homeless etc so we not know she mentally ill so my sisters basically push her off on me I’ve moved into my apartment in aug my mom moved with me in September so I haven’t had my place to myself anyway before she moved with me I was fine because I’ll talk to my family when I wanted to now she’s in my house and o feel hatred towards her and I hate seeing her and it makes me always In a bad mood and I don’t Have a family it’s just me so my sister says she can stay with me and now she told my Komi was getting a bigger place for the both of us which is false oh and I have a boyfriend now and we planning on having a baby