This morning I had my first ever BFP! I’m excited, over joyed, shocked(cuz it finally happened), and scared. I’m scared tomorrow morning I’ll get up, take another test and it will be negative, like this morning never happened. How does one deal with this? Devastated monthly for 19 months of TTC. Got a BFP and now I’m terrified of being devastated that either it isn’t real or won’t last. I took 3 test this morning all using dip method. I’ll go look at them or look at the pictures I took just to see if I’m crazy. I have an understanding that God waits until I as a woman was ready for a baby. And I know what is His will, will be.