FWB ended things the day I lost my virginity to him [LONG POST]

So, yea thats the title.

We met this year at the start of school and became friends, then in November we had late night conversation which quickly led to sexting. I thought it was a one time thing, we both were horny and we both were talking so it just happened, but it kept going

I was a virgin before him, the last time I kissed anyone was when I was 12. I was completely unsure about what I was doing, so I generally avoided it going more than sexting.

Until I got tired of being scared and we started getting more physical, around Feb.

I had feelings for him at the start of the year, which went away soon after. I didn't have feelings while we sexted, but as we got more physical they started to return.

Hes genuinely so sweet during, holding my hand, telling me Im beautiful, cuddling with me after, laughing and giggling about dumb things during, Ive never felt that comfortable with anyone before, so I obviously caught feelings.

A few days ago, we actually had sex. Before this, it was all just oral mostly. And it was amazing, it didn't hurt at all, we were so comfortable with each other, making dumb jokes and laughing and kissing each other throughout.

But then, afterwards, he freaked out. Hes religious, I'm not, he freaked out that he'd be going to Hell for having sex before marriage, and ended things right then and there with me.

So, i lost my virginity to my crush, had amazing sex, and got "broken up" with in the span of 2 hours. Fun.

I don't know what to do, it hurts so bad. I get his point of view, though what I don't get it - where was his religion when we had oral sex countless times? And why did he have to tell me he was okay with it and wanted to do it, even though I told him he didn't have to do anything he didn't want to.

I'm just really hurt, and I don't know what to do.