I know I’m not out but....

I’m 11 dpo been trying for a year and a half. Decided to take a early pregnancy test and it was sooo negative not even the slightest of anything which is how they are. And I know I’m not out until my period starts but man. What a way to start the day. 🥺 the reason I took one early is because my best friend got pregnant recently and took a test at 9dpo and sooo positive. So she’s like just try just try! And now I’m here crying because I was hopeful. Soul crushed