I’m stupid lol

I planned to go to a winery today to celebrate my birthday & I low key thought my fiancé had a surprise lined up for me so I didn’t really plan it that well. Turns out he really doesn’t & idk if I have any right to be sad or upset? Now my friends are saying they can’t go & the weather isn’t the best. I even bought an outfit & everything... I feel like I’m being a brat 😹 just had to get it out of my system.