Feelings Insulted By Boyfriend

I was lying on my side facing away from my bf and he put his hand down the side of my body and said “you’re a square no figure.” So I got up cause I was upset with what he said and when he saw I was upset he kept trying to kiss me saying it was a joke. Even though he sounded serious when he said it. Then when he saw that I was still upset he said I was going to cause drama again. Cause apparently every time he upsets me I cause “drama” and it makes him mad. Then I end up forgiving him and feeling bad that I caused “drama.” Ik for some this might not be a big deal but he has many times made “jokingly” insults to me. We’ve been together a year and 9 months and he’s only called me beautiful 1 time. Sometimes I just don’t feel good enough and I don’t know what to do. Btw I’m 17 and he’s 19. Advice?