Low Self Esteem and Boudoir Pictures

So I've seen a lot of women on here take the most beautiful Boudoir pictures I've ever seen!!!

However here's my issue..

I have super low self esteem.

I'm chubby, curvy with a bunch of cellulite and stretch marks and on top of all I'm pregnant again!!!

Has anyone else taken pictures despite their self esteem?

Has anyone embraced their chunk and stretch marks in their photos and they still turned out okay?

Please help!! I've been struggling with insecurities sooooo much lately and I would really love to do something nice for my fiancé cus he thinks I'm sexy..

I just don't see it /: please please help!!!

I need a booster.

I really wish I could post an old pic cus I feel better about it from before I was pregnant but I'd be lying to y'all so here's a recent, unfiltered and unfortunately honest picture of me /:

Advise?