Please help...

I’m 14 and did oral with my boyfriend last week. I know it’s a young age, we’ve been together for two years and I really love him... please don’t judge. I tried to put his dick in me but it didn’t go in because I was too tight. He didn’t have cum on his dick when I did that too. I’m just scared of getting pregnant because my parents will actually disown me like I’m so scared I regret trying that... can you tell me if this is spotting or...