Baby dust please?

Je

Ok so I want to have a baby. My boyfriend doesnt want to start trying yet.. so we're not TTC . BUT if we did get pregnant, he would be happy and excited just as much as me :)

Anyway, my 21st birthday is on Wednesday. And I think me getting pregnant would be the absolute best birthday present :)

The only form of BC we ever use is pull out method.. hardly ever condoms. I ovulated about a week ago and my period is due in like 8 days. It's too early to test. My boobs have been sore and I've been so tired. Sleeping all day for the past 4 days and I've been pretty emotional.

I just want some baby dust blowing my way :) it would be AMAZING to find out if I'm pregnant. So let's hope AF stays the heck away from me.. stays the heck away from all of us actually lol.

I'm trying to not get my hopes up yet, it's hard though. We haven't done ANY THING different this month.. so with my luck I'm probably not pregnant... But I sure hope I am :)