So I weigh approximately 230 pounds.. before I had my son in 2015, I weighed about 160... After I had my son I was 177 and I got on birth control and gained so much..😭 I want to go workout and I get these moments where I’m positive and feel like I can take on the world and I’ll be like, “yeah I’m gonna cut back on junk food and I’m gonna start walking and going to the gym” then the next day I’m drinking soda and going to work and coming back just to not do shit..

I need motivation so bad and I just don’t have it. I want to try for a second baby in 2 months, and that should be motivation enough so I’m not a whale during pregnancy but I feel like I’m so alone..

Someone wanna be my long distance partner? We motivate eachother each day?