Call me crazy...

Call me crazy...

But I’ve already started buying random little baby items and I’m not even pregnant!

It all started when I just found out that I my have cancer. I was devastated at the thought of never having children again.

One night before the start of my 12hr shift at the hospital I stopped at our gift shop to stock up on some snack for the long night. The gift shop has a wide selection of baby stuff but I never stopped to look before but for some reason I had the sudden urge to not only look but to buy this cute swaddle blanket set that had little pink elephants with trunks pointing up (meaning good luck) it was the only one. Every since when ever I went to a store I would always stop at the baby section. This was my get away as I waited weeks for my test results. This gave me peace, joy and most importantly HOPE!

Happy to say I am cancer free and I’m waiting for my little peanut boy or girl. I’m not pregnant YET and you can call me crazy but I have hope that one day it will happen. Hubby may laugh at me sometimes but he supports me 🥰