Rainbow baby after miscarriage in January 🌈

isabel • MC 22.01.2019 🌠 BFP 07.05.2019 | EDD 15.01.2020 🌈❤️

13 dpo today...I can't believe it, but we are lucky enough to be pregnant again.

I'm not going to let myself get worked up the same way I did last time. I just need to take things one day at a time and not get carried away with anxiety. I want to be able to enjoy my pregnancy and not fret over every single thing, whatever happens. If I have another miscarriage then I'll somehow get through it just like I did with the last one. I'm more resilient than I give myself credit for.

I think we all need to be credited with bravery and resilience actually, because we have been knocked pretty hard but have kept coming back again and again each month waiting for our 🌈 - willing to put ourselves through this emotional rollercoaster so we can have something at the very end that we can love so much more than ourselves. ❤️

...Ok, I know that i probably don't need to test 3 times with 3 different tests using the same pee, but it's nice to be 'POSITIVEly' sure! 😂